You

Sometimes I'm sad

Sometimes I'm happy

Sometimes I cry

Sometimes I laugh 

When I think of how we used to be

It's funny how one guy

Can make me feel so much

You're that guy

And I fell in love with you

It hurts when I think about it

It always does

But sometimes I smile instead of cry

Because I know it'll won't bring you back

Why cry over something that's gone forever

Why not smile because it was once yours

Sigh. I love you so so much. 

Sundays

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE/LOVE/LOVE/ADORE/LOVE did I say love, Sundays!




I loveeee church I love being in youth. I love EVERYONE in church. Like everyone is so nice and beautiful and kind and loving and amazing.












I really really really wanna like stay in church forever. Like not go to school. OMGSH THAT WOULD BE AWESOME YAYERS!!




K I have nothing to say. Life is good :)












BYE

HELLO TO WHATEVER READERS I HAVE

HOHOHO HELLUH!!!!!!!!!!!!

So. HOW ARE YOU?!?! I AM FINE THX :3

K random picture. I like this picture alot. So tumblr okay!

Why I look so short...

 K bye imy bby.

Start again

Why do people find it so hard to start again? To start anew? To leave the past, no matter how beautiful, how saddening it is, behind?


BECAUSE YOU KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT, KEEP LOOKING BACK



YOU DON'T WANT TO LET GO!!





And then you're still all emo there like, this is so hard, I miss him/her, why he/she no love me?!

HELLUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

You can't change the way a person feels about you!! 




YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE THE WAY YOU FEEL!


 

So if you wanna be emo and what not about it then you're the one suffering!!! Why be emo and drown yourself in self-pity when you can choose a positive way to look at this??!?! Yes the person might be a jerk, or he/she might have been the only person you've ever loved. WELL HE/SHE DOESN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE. Crying over it will not make anything better. Yes, it hurts, yes you are allowed to feel sad and hurt and betrayed and whatever. But if you keep emo-ing, keep being a negative energy to people around you, then you will eventually repel the people who did care!! Yeah of course you miss the person and yes, memories will come back, you will be reminded of the person. You will feel sad. BUT IF YOU ACT LIKE AN EMO NEMO ALL THE TIME








PEOPLE WILL EVENTUALLY GET SICK OF YOU & STOP HANGING OUT WITH YOU




I mean how to blame them?! You are constantly talking about the person, crying over her/him. After a while people will get sick!! They have to get on with their own lives man!! The can't keep listening to you rant on & on & on about the same person when you're not willing to change!!!!!! If you're not willing to heal!!

AND NOW NOT ONLY DO YOU NOT HAVE A LOVER 

YOU WILL NOT HAVE FRIENDS TOO.

DO YOU WANT THAT?! NO?! SO STOP BEING AN EMO NEMO!!!!! Yes, I'm sure it hurts but can you look at it in a positive way?! AT LEAST YOU LOVED!!! At least you have someone to make those memories with!!!!





K STOP BEING EMO ALL THE TIME PEOPLE IT'S A MAJOR TURN OFF

Exhausted & pissed

WHY I WANT TO CRY NOW

1. I spent 2 hours doing my ICT project and the whole file corrupted on me.
2. My friend, Alvin was the photographer of DAVID CHOI & JAYESSLEE'S concert. He like talked to them. And like probably shook hands with them. AND HE DIDN'T GET A AUTOGRAPH FOR ME NUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
3. I was ditched in tuition alone today.
4. I miss my bby.
5. I am listening to Holes Inside by Joe Brooks and it's a really good song but it's very sad.

Love you bby! x

Where should I start?

Hi! Life has been pretty good I guess. I have healed from the hurt *waiseh* and I guessed I did learn a thing or two from it. I do believe that after you heal from hurt/ pain, you actually become stronger, wiser and a happier person!


SO I AM STRONGER, WISER & HAPPIER NOW!




*bows dramatically*


So I wrote a song for you. It's called I love you. And it's a happy song :)


I Love You 


I love you, oh yes it's true
And I was kinda hoping that you would love me to
Your hug, your laugh, your eyes, your smile
Your frown, your wink your raise eyebrows
How can I stop myself from falling




In love, with you
You make me feel like nobody else can do
No one, but you
If I told you how I feel
Would you say you love me too?





That's it LOL I might add and change a few things along the way but basically yeah, that's it.

So I've learned that I can love you without hurting. WALAU not bad right?!!



K bye bye :3

Kiss me slowly

Hi.

You are beautiful. Unpredictable. Sweet. Fun. Cute. A good listener. Funny. Someone I like to be with. Who've thought we'd click and fall into this little thing called love?

The timing was wrong for us, maybe we'll have a second chance, maybe not. But it was great while it lasted. So many little memories! Most of them good ;)

Thanks for everything. For being there for me when I wanted to cry, for making me promise not to cry anymore, for inviting me to my 1st prom, for talking to me when I was lonely, for trusting me, for keeping my secrets, for listening, for being my best friend, for teaching me to let down my guard, for making me feel safe & loved.





You'll always be special.





I miss you bby x

Dogs!

So my family have decided to get dogs.

DOGS

I've always had this crazy phobia for dogs. Like I think it's super gross when the lick you, and I'm scared they might bite me...






Wait. Let me pause on moment and say I am so happy that my blog is not public anymore. *happy dance*








Okay. So well, actually it was my initiative to get a dog. HAHA WTH we were talking about dogs one day with my mum and I was all




NO DOG NO CHILDHOOD. Idk why I said that. Totally irrelevant to my case.



But I had to explain myself to my mother for this statement so I started telling her how my little brother has absolutely NO CHILDHOOD (truth)



Maybe it's because of the age gap and all. Like when we were young our parents would bring us out flying kites/ riding our bikes and stuff like that. But now my parents don't bring my little brother because there's me and my other not so little brother who have apparently 'out grown' this type of stuff. So now all my little brother does is watch CSI and playing killing games on the computer.




WHAT TYPE OF CHILDHOOD IS THIS CAN YOU PLS TELL ME



I am so not gonna let my kids watch stuff like that all day long. My goodness.



Anyways, so I guess it sort of struck my mum and she talked about it with my dad and now they are considering on getting dogs. Not one dog but two.



Ah great. And I'm scared of em.


But I guess I'll prolly learn to love them, like how some parent who don't like babies in general but they love their own baby so much. Something like that LOL


Anyways. It's gonna be exciting I guess. Dogs in the house. I hope I don't freak out.



Btw we're still thinking of names. I like Cookie and Cream. Or Fork and Knife. LOL my family thinks I'm weird.