Sin is tempting. Sin feels good and sin is a failed replica in attempt of filling the gap in your heart that is supposed to be filled by God's love. And so the more you sin, the further you'll feel from God, because you're filling that gap in your heart with something that He is suppose to fill.
Don't do it cause it's not worth it.
Thursday, September 24, 2015
Friday, September 4, 2015
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What if I said my biggest sin is laziness? I am too lazy to read the bible, I am too lazy to study hard, I am too lazy to walk into my calling. I just realize that is the root of my problem. I lack discipline.
I want to come clean and be completely honest, I always carry an air of superiority around me, I think I'm so holy, I think I am more in tuned with the Holy Spirit that others, I think I know the heart of God more than other people do. I am so full or pride, I really believe it's one of the reason of my downfall in my spiritual life.
I want to come clean and be completely honest, I always carry an air of superiority around me, I think I'm so holy, I think I am more in tuned with the Holy Spirit that others, I think I know the heart of God more than other people do. I am so full or pride, I really believe it's one of the reason of my downfall in my spiritual life.
Wednesday, September 2, 2015
American Culture?
A few weird things about Oklahoma that I am still getting used to.
1. People would usually ask how your day was, how you are doing as a form of manners? I have no clue how to reply questions like that.
eg 1.
person: "How was your day?"
me: "Great. (Lie. My day was just ok.) How was yours?"
person: "Terrific!"
me: "Erm..ok" *tries to smile*
Basically everyone's day is terrific and great and awesome.
They also like to ask very different kinds of questions.
eg 2.
person: "How do you like it back in Malaysia?"
me: "............"
I don't know! I've just never been asked that before and it's not the kind of question someone who have normally asked me. Even till now, I have no adequate response to that.
2. There are gaps in between the door and the walls of the cubicles so I can literally see people walking past me outside while I pee. It makes me feel so insecure oh my gosh!!
3. People will generally always open the door for you! Like strangers would rush in front of me and open the door for me. Which is super nice. I love it!
4. I am always starving because I don't really like the food here. Omg. And I always eat too slow to have time to get seconds because all my friends would be leaving already
5. You don't always have to be with someone in college. I'm alone most of the time. And that's not as bad as I thought it would be.
6. The American Dream is a overly glamorize idea by Hollywood that doesn't exist.
7. I don't have a curfew and I can come home whatever time I want but there is literally nowhere to go in Oklahoma.
1. People would usually ask how your day was, how you are doing as a form of manners? I have no clue how to reply questions like that.
eg 1.
person: "How was your day?"
me: "Great. (Lie. My day was just ok.) How was yours?"
person: "Terrific!"
me: "Erm..ok" *tries to smile*
Basically everyone's day is terrific and great and awesome.
They also like to ask very different kinds of questions.
eg 2.
person: "How do you like it back in Malaysia?"
me: "............"
I don't know! I've just never been asked that before and it's not the kind of question someone who have normally asked me. Even till now, I have no adequate response to that.
2. There are gaps in between the door and the walls of the cubicles so I can literally see people walking past me outside while I pee. It makes me feel so insecure oh my gosh!!
3. People will generally always open the door for you! Like strangers would rush in front of me and open the door for me. Which is super nice. I love it!
4. I am always starving because I don't really like the food here. Omg. And I always eat too slow to have time to get seconds because all my friends would be leaving already
5. You don't always have to be with someone in college. I'm alone most of the time. And that's not as bad as I thought it would be.
6. The American Dream is a overly glamorize idea by Hollywood that doesn't exist.
7. I don't have a curfew and I can come home whatever time I want but there is literally nowhere to go in Oklahoma.
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