Promise you'll remember

Had the most amazing day yesterday!! I went to visit the cancer kids with Ting Jin but at the beginning like the first 2 hours we just toured around and stuff. Didn't do much. Said hi to the kids and then felt very awkward afterwards cause we didn't know what to do. Didn't know what questions were appropriate to ask, didn't know if they would like us and it was a kinda heartbreaking because a few of them were crying and all and I felt so helpless. Like I wanted to make them feel better but idk how!! Anyways, we went through the photo album and we saw pictures of all these kids who passed away already and it was so heartbreaking. Life means the world to them and everyday here I am wasting my life away.

Then we met this beautiful little girl called Thesa and she spoke BM which was like so hard for my to communicate with her cause the only few BM words I know are like makan and tidur or something. So it was very awkward trying to talk to her but she was so adorable and waiting patiently for me to find my words! It was super sad leaving her lah cause she seemed to happy to play with us. CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HER AGAIN NEXT WEEK!

So that night, I went to SideWalk for dinner with my music group to celebrate our full marks for our project!! It was a extremely fun night and surprisingly serious as well! We talked about our dreams and futures, what we loved about each other, we practically got to know a little more of everyone there. Then after the meal we walked to the middle of the road and made wishes HAHA so gay! And we had to look out everyone 2 seconds to make sure no car was coming our way. It was amazing and I love everyone of em to bits!!

So here's a photo (omgsh I and the ugliest as usual wth) we're missing Annabelle but yeah I love this people so much.





AND THE I FOUND OUT THAT I GOT A 94 FOR MY THEORY EXAM WOOOOOO I WAS SO HAPPY JUMPING FOR JOY OH YEAH BABEH!!!!!!!!!! So yeah amazing day yesterday. Thank God!

lyrics

I love beautiful lyrics. Artist like Sara Bareillies, Jason Mraz, Daughtry, David Choi, He is We, Inch Chua, Zee Avi... their songs aren't those typical overproduced songs on the radio, songs about sex and drugs and what not. Their songs actually mean something and I love their lyrics!! It's so metaphoric and beautiful!

Here are a few favourite lyrics from their songs!

"I'm a mismatched glove on the shelf of a hardware store.Its not like I know how I got here from before,Time just took me on the tide."   - Inch Chua

"Forever is a long time but I wouldn't mind spending it by your side." - He is We

"Circus of silence down at our feetPaper cut tigers starting to bleedHang from your tightrope above the mess." - Sara Bareillies 

Lazy Monday

Hi!!!!!! So today is a public holiday cause yesterday was Malaysia Day!!!!!!!!!!! Okay. So. I have this urge to camwhore... but I no camera cause my mum kept it. And the small camera spoilt.


SO I CANNOT CAMWHORE


K




I AM BORED. I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO BUT I RATHER DO IT LAST MINUTE I AM A HORRID PERSON



K BYE

Updates

Life has been pretty great. Learning to appreciate the little wonders I have. God has been good!! So a few er updates on my life? ;)

1. YOU ARE NOW READING THE BLOG OF A FUTURE PREFECT YAY BABEH okay so I'm on probation for a month so hopefully I don't mess this up... like how I tend to mess everything up. So no more sitting on tables... and like singing loudly and acting gay for no reason at all. Owh man. Oh btw I'm the only Year 9 prefect with no badge. Great. They ran out of badges. HUHU IMMA UNDER COVER PREFECT!!!

2. Field trip today!!! We went to some taman place in Bau which was a whole lot of fun! We sat on tyre-like floats and drifted to where the lake would take us!! Yeah not really, I made the boys push me. HA HA. Then we had BBQ lamb and chicken and beef and all sorts of mouth watering food! And MARSHMALLOWS omgsh

 I love Year 9 so much!!!!!!

3. I HAVE A YOUTUBE CHANNEL! WOOOOOO! Yeah this is not really new news. But yeah. Do subscribe. I have a bunch of ideas for new videos, still looking for the time to film! So yeah subscribe and support!!

@causeimshiqi

4. I love my life. I love God. I have very good friends and I am grateful! I am so so so blessed! :')

5. SUNDAY IS COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just realized this post is super messy. OH WELLS

A guy who would

A guy who would tell me I'm beautiful when I feel ugly, kiss my forehead when I feel unloved, make me laugh when I feel sad, say cute things to make me laugh. Someone who can be a goofball and joke with me but can be serious at times as well. Someone who would call me at 7am on a Saturday morning and take me out on a crazy surprise date just for no reason at all. A guy who would pick up the guitar and sing for me, even if he really can't sing. A guy I can be comfortable with, someone I can eat like a pig in front of and wouldn't feel insecure. Someone who makes me feel good about myself.





Someone like... you?